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Tuesday, September 13th, 2016
2:37 am - Шнуров стал «Человеком года» по версии российского GQ Популярность китайских автомобилей в России па
Лидер группы «Ленинград» Сергей Шнуров стал «Человеком года» по версии журнала GQ. Результаты интернет-голосования были объявлены на церемонии награждения, приуроченной к 15-летию издания.
По данным аналитиков агентства, в августе текущего года на российском авторынке было реализовано 2 326 автомобилей брендов из КНР, что на 40% меньше результатов августа 2015 года.
Sunday, January 12th, 2003
10:09 pm - you learn something new everyday
I learned something new today... with a little faith everything will work out.
This weekend a friend of mine helped me out by changing a CV boot on my car. We replaced the drivers side with out any real trouble, but when it came to the passenger side, the axle would not come out. I had other thing to do on Saturday, so I left my car with him while he worked on it.Later I got a call saying that as much as he tried he couldn't get the axle off and he thought something in there was broken.
That was my first 'downer' of the weekend. The axle was 105, because of a 35 dollar deposit that forced you to bring back the old part. Once we got the axle, he still couldn't get it on, so we gave up for the night.
On the up side, I had a lot of fun with Kyle and Luke that night, watching anime 'til 2 AM... those boys cracked me up- we had a really great time.
This morning Luke picked me up, took me to where my car was at, and we got a tow truck. It was towed to his dad's shop, where his dad fixed it, even thought it was his birthday.
I've really realized how fortunate I am to have certain people in my life. I never realized how much they cared, how much they would to try to make my world feel right. I feel loved and special, and I think my world is more than right right now.
yeah... life is sweet.

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Friday, January 10th, 2003
1:10 pm
Good moening people!! It's 1 in the afternoon- hrm, maybe coffee at midnight was a bad idea...That and finding an interesting buddy on-line yesterday, er this morning, kept me up until 5 AM.
Well, I work today- yeah hurray? Naw, I miss my Blockbuster buddies. I really love it there- they're just so nice in a really honest way. Hrm... we have a staff meeting tomorrow- i wonder how those things that work. At our staff meeting at Software, I never heard the f-word used in a more encouraging way. I don't think Gerry likes using the f-word.
I'm in a really good mood right now. My word is in its place today :) and I'm freakin' on top of it :-D
ok, 'nough of that- I need more breakfast.. mad munchies over here.
-later!

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Wednesday, January 8th, 2003
2:13 am
Hey all!
How are you? I'm doing well tonight :) er, this morning ;) I'm TOO awake for 2 AM, cause I got lots to do tomorrow :)
Well, life's not half bad and I'm working to make it better!
Make you're life better!
You're worth ;)

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Friday, January 3rd, 2003
2:19 pm
Hey all- how's life going?
Yesterday wasn't too bad, 'cept one thing that pissed me off something royal. My store got 500 dollars ripped off and I couldn't help but feel it was my fault. I rang the guy up and the credit card and D.L. matched, and I wasn't going to be raciest and call management over just cause he was black and making a big purchase... but i guess i should have. he bought a ps2 and 300 in gift cards, and the card was stolen. gah. oh well... my manager wasn't mad at me, but i was so angry at Tracey Marshall, if that was his real name. bastard.
Well, my night did improve and I had a pleasant evening getting back into old habbits. It was nice.
Today I decided to really cheer myself and buy a tv. oh yeah- nice 25 inch with the s-video input and all that happy stuff. My dvd's looks incredible!!! I feel shallow being cheered up by material possessions, but I've wanted to get a new one for so long. We had a 19 inch tv that only had the one jack thingy, so playing dvds through there was mildly disappointing.
Hope today goes better. I think it will. Work from 4pm-1am, but I close with my favorite assissant manager at blockbuster and i haven't been into software so long, maybe they'll be nice. Hope so, depends on who I work with.
Well, catch you guys later!! Best to all

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Wednesday, January 1st, 2003
5:38 pm
Happy New Years!
My tire exploded on the freeway today...
maybe i'll sleep in next year.
Hope everyone elses New Year was awesome!!!

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Tuesday, December 31st, 2002
5:39 pm
Happy New Years everybody! Best wishes for the coming year- it's never to late to make changes in your life!!!

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Saturday, December 28th, 2002
3:35 pm
ok, i'm going to sum up my really long entry.
i got into a car accident yesterday, my fault, and i was only going like 10 mph. I was driving to work and the guy in front of me was making a right and had to slam on his breaks because a random pedistrian decided to cross the street. We pulled into the parking lots at Vons, and the first thing he said was ,"Are you okay?" It really restored my faith in the human race, honestly brought tears to my eyes. We took a look at his car, and there were just two paint chips from the bolts on my bumper than hold on my liense plate. My car was just fine too. He decided "we'd start off our new years right' by just letting it go. he didn't write down my number, my insurance, or ask for any bribes, just let it go and gave me a hug.
I went to work and much of that good ol' faith in people was lost. i so sick of being made fun of. no matter how hard i try, i always seem to be the screw up. They make fun of me over the stupidest things too, things I'm not even doing wrong, just different. *Sigh* i don't know how much longer I'm going to work there.
good news, mom finally got a job! and she got two more offers in the mail today! things are really looking up for her, I'm happy. I know she'll be happier soon too.
I bought my little brother some new fish today. He loves them, it's really heart warming. I hope they last, the past two died on Thanksgiving- he was so heart broken. I think these ones will make it- they're alot bigger and there weren't any dead ones in the tank from the store we got them at.
Well, I've been going to college the past few months, and to be honest, I'm not real big on it right now. What I really want to do in July, when my CD account is open again, is go train to be a flight attendent and do that for awhile. I could see the world, meet new people, make more than 7 bucks an hour... I'm seriously considering it. oh well, right now I have a mad craving for chinese food!
any thoughts on the flight attendent thing? advice? i'd love to hear from you guys! later!
ps, my cell number is 3922833

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3:33 pm
wow-i just wrote a really long entry and it said there was an error. that sucks.

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Saturday, June 29th, 2002
8:52 pm - Hrm... interesting
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High
-certain things are starting to make sense, nothing to do with the psyco test, just other things... i think life's gonna get easier than ever.-
later

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Monday, June 24th, 2002
4:14 pm
Well, I started my new job today at the mall. Boy is that store slow... Not too much to do-especially when I don't know enough about gaming systems- I'm considering getting an X-Box or PS2 so I can know a little more about what I'm selling- of course tht costs $$$ and right now I just need to make sure I have enough for books and life for awhile. The store's nice and the POS- haha, yeah our register is a POS, I forget what POS stands for exactly, but that's the offical name for it.. Anyways, things are going ok- i gtg now- taking Tony and Adam for lunch- later

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Wednesday, June 19th, 2002
12:33 pm
Now is a confusing time in my life... I don't know if it's my own fault or what, perhaps I'm chosing to be confused. I'm just looking for what makes me happy. I've had a nasty case of ignoring my own needs, wants, feelings, for all my life because I just want to see everyone else happy. That's my problem- you just CAN'T make the world happy, and be happy yourself. I need to figure out what's going to make me happy again, sometimes I think I know, but everyday I seem to want something else. I just want the people I care about to be happy, but I know this is put my own feelings aside, and I know that that's not really fair. still who said life was fair.
Sorry, just things to be taken care of. On the other hand, good things have been happenening lately. I got another job, so now I'm at Blockbuster and Software Ect.- oh yeah, who's the nerd baby? ;) I'm the only chick at Software Ect., but I never minded being the only girl... I get along ok with most guys and I enjoy proving myself an equal- I've always been competitive- just my nature. I also found out why I was getting hecka poor- see, I requested direct dispositing on my job, but went I opened what I thought was going to be just reciepts for depositing, I discovered about 600 dollars in checks! -wooooooottttt!!!!!!!!!!!- so, no more poorness.
So, all and all things are really looking up- just a few things I need to figure out. Life is good though- it's always, well almost always, good in the right perspective. Geeze I wish I weren't such a wuss.

current mood: thoughtful

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Saturday, June 15th, 2002
3:56 am - They say a hero will save us...
Do you believe it? Do you have a hero worth believing in? So many questions, so little sleep...

current mood: tired

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Saturday, June 8th, 2002
12:48 pm
woohoo- my new laptop works pretty well- only complaint is the keys take more than a light tap to get them to pump out my mind. I got window's XP on it and it looks mighty nice and runs very smooth on a 500.
Too much on my mind lately- I know what needs to be done, but we all know knowledge is easier acquired than applied.
Can't believe I'm out of high school- it's almost scary not to be going back with all the people I've known years upon years. eh, part of it is a welcome change I guess- I hear people in college are supposed to be better about learning because it's a) by choice and b) costs money. I want to make something of myself, be able to support those I love and care about...
I feel like after 13 years of education, I'm just starting to learn about the things that really matter- I'm just starting to learn what does really matter. I'm still torn, I'm still looking for life.
All I can think in my head is "I don't know- I just don't know."
There are very few things I feel I know right now, but I do know them.

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Friday, April 12th, 2002
10:04 pm
So many lyrics stuck in my head forming a muddled melody of what i can not comprehend. this has been a long week- i feel as if so much of it has been waiting. blockbuster called today- i get to go in and do more paper work tuesday- i think that's a good sign though- boy do i need the job. i saw rent this week- very moving, makes you want to laugh and cry- i only did one. thanks a million jarod, i mean it- it was something very touching, i apprechate the ticket greatly. sarah and i had lunch on thrusday and i helped her pick out her shirt for rent, not a bad choice, eh? i got my stuff done for photo, everything but examples, but he doesn't mind if they're turned in later... i visited luke's mommy twice this week and we're going to the meux home tomorrow- should be interesting.. mom's been busy at work quite a bit, but we still have a meal together daily. that's my week. that's my life, not bad- just changing. everything changing.

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Sunday, April 7th, 2002
9:16 pm
Well, luke left this morning. i knew it was coming, but it just doesn't feel right now. i spent the night at his house, and we just held each other. when i woke up the sun was peaking through his blinds and he looked so peaceful, so little. his mom made us scambled eggs and toast with honey for breakfast, it was just delicious, cause I was simply famished. it was so quiet. after breakfast we sat in his room for a long time and i layed my legs across his lap, and he held my waist resting his head on my chest. i can't forget how quiet it was- but he had such a sobering look in his dark eyes. it was hard not to cry when the guy came to pick him up at the gate. i haven't cried, i'm doing my best not to, because it won't bring him home any sooner. when luke left his mommy just started crying so i hugged her until she stoped, then we just sat down and talked until i could get her smiling again. i just feel numb- i wonder if it's going to hit me... i hope not- i'm still here for my friends, this isn't a problem, just a change.

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Sunday, March 31st, 2002
10:09 pm
Hey all- how are you? Happy Easter and the like, and happy unbirthday Luke- love you dear...
I soooo got to stop eating. I'm trying to eat light though- the only naughty i ate was a bite size chocolate bunny and a kiss.. not too bad :)
Anyways, interesting dinner with my Aunt. I'll leave it at that- type more later,.Angie

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Wednesday, March 27th, 2002
10:12 pm
Hey all- how goes it?
Yesterday was a really good day. LOL, I've never gotten around barbed wire before, kinda exciting. Next time, Sarah and I are sooooo bringing a flash light. Anyways, I ended up getting to spend time with Sarah, Luke and even see Sam for awhile, so it was a pretty cool day all and all.
I got like 2 hours of sleep last night, cause I had to get up at 7 AM so I could pick my dad up from the tire place where he dropped off the dog. *sigh* I kinda miss that POS car... oh the memories! I'll live though- the red car gets like 30 miles to the gallon, so right now I'm going to be fickle and say the gas is more important than the truck. Anyways, after the truck thing I slept for a few, then my cousins paged me and made me promise to visit. Well, I had to get my dad for lunch so he could pick up the truck. We went to Subway and I got healthy stuff- chicken breast.. oh that's grub! anyways, I got my cousins and we went to an archade and played dance dance revolution like all after noon- it was great fun- boy do I suck, but it was great. seriously awesome excellent work out, so I'm dling some music from it, cause I wanna ;) anyways, the night's still young so I'll get out more later... ttfn

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Wednesday, March 20th, 2002
11:29 pm
Good evening everybody...
How is everything going? I wish only the best for you all and hope life gets better, because it seems everyone has something they want to change in their life- that's all complaining really is, a desperate search for solutions and advice to their problems- perhaps a bit of symapathy to know they aren't alone. No one has to be alone-- everyone deserves somebody to hold close at the very least as a friend.
Well, my past two days have been filled with concerts- I've missed a significant amount of school due to it, but I do like performing with the group. There's just a certain feeling you get when you put on your concert black and whites- the feeling that you're someone special, someone talented... I won't deny it- I'm concedid, I like the attention I get when I'm on stage. More than anything though, I love the music... to hear a tape of your group playing, really think you sound pretty good and know that you are a part of it- know that it'd sound different if you weren't there. *sigh* ok, i know- i'm get concedid again, well :)~
Life's been rather stable lately- nothing really big to report. My dad's moving to those new houses on Ashlan and Temperance- he leaves me so confused- no money for a car for me, but pleanty for a new house. Eh, it's okay- quite frankly I need to become more independant, so I shall work on that. One of my goals in life was always to be finichally independant to live the kind of life I enjoy, but that doesn't mean I want to be alone... I really don't want to be alone, but I refuse to 'settle down' with just anyone- I'm going to be happy if I'm stuck with someone darn it! ;) Well, better keep applying for them jobs, if anyone has any leads I'd be happy to hear about them!!! :-D
Well, April 08th is coming up sooner than I care to admit- yes, I'll miss my Luke dearly, but on the other hand, this is something he needs to do, so I support his so fully and completely. I do have absolutely all the faith in the world in that man- I know he'll make it wonderfully. Just a wonderful man- can't imagin my life with out him.
It's getting later than I care to admit and I have school tomorrow, so I really must be going. Like I said, I wish everyone the best, and no one be afraid to give me a call! people forget i'm here some times ;) oh well, enjoy life to its very fullest, cause being miserable if there's anything in the world that can be done about it is so utterly pointless- let's be happy, make the best of things, cause 90% of life is how you see it. my opinion- take it for what it's worth... night

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Sunday, March 17th, 2002
5:39 pm
i cried last night for the first time in a LONG time. poor luke got makeup all over his white shirt- i'm sorry about that dear. growing up is starting to hit me. i have to stop being afraid, stop living to please other people. i used to think that living just to make other people proud of me was what children were supposed to do. quite frankly i can't remember a single memory up til high school of something i did that was just for me, just because it made me happy. my whole life was a show. lights, camera, time to be everyone's perfect little angel- like what they tell me to, do what they please, never voice your opinion unless it agrees with everyone elses. and so the rules of life were laid.
i think that path has ended- i know i'm starting to stray from what everyone thinks i should be, but i can live with that- it IS my life. it's amazingly ironic- my father says he just wants to see me happy, yet he only wants me to do what he feels is best for me. i may not know what the right decisions are yet, but i know no matter how old you get you're going to make mistakes, so why not start learning now.
sorry to ramble...

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